Dreams of sex

But today I had a dream about sex and it involved a woman. Unusual but ok!

So I was in bed and suddenly getting a much needed backrub. I hadn't realized how much I needed a backrub until I felt hands on my back, rubbing so hard and just right.

Then an attractive dirty blonde looks at me over my shoulder. She's what I would term "80's model attractive". I think a lot of the more popular models from the 80's had a slightly masculine look to their faces--probably just strong, square facial structure.

Anyway, she's tall and blondish and wanting a kiss from me. The minute our lips meet we can't get enough of each other. Our tongues are twined together, my huge tits and her smaller, perky ones rubbing and pushing together, our nipples rock hard.

Her long fingers wrap around one of my breasts, her lips break from mine and open around my big aureole and pointed nipple. She's sucking and squeezing me and I'm moaning.

She moves back to my lips and we're kissing, we can't get deep enough into each other...

...and that's when she whips out an impossibly thick dildo. I mean this thing is COMPLETELY unworkable for me. I'm tight and it's several inches wide. Ridiculously impossible. The dream falls apart and I wake up.

Now I know why I prefer waking dreams of sex. No ugly surprises! LOL!

NOT hot and sexy

So what happens when life is decidedly UNsexy? No blog...

...and site updates that are a week late.

I was going to be on time this week. Even though my grandfather died, even though there was a US holiday, I was going to be on time with my photo update dammit!!!

And then I got sick. Again. I was sick on Monday, then again Thursday night. I spent all day Friday in bed (couldn't breathe) and it seems that now I'm losing my voice.

So it's a good thing that I don't have to shoot a video this week. Nothing very sexy in a creaky voice.

I've been getting sick every other week, sometimes every week for the past 2 months. I didn't blog about it because I kept hoping that would be the last time I'd get sick. But I've had it. I'm tired of being late and not saying why, I'm REALLY fucking tired of being sick.

Hand sanitizer is my best friend. Every time I touch anything that my mother might have touched I sanitize. I can't keep getting sick, it's messing with my production schedule and enough is enough!!

I'm extremely hopeful that I will have a hot 'n sexy photo update for you all by next weekend. Unless I take a turn for the worse...fingers crossed, knock on wood!!!